Pretty Little Problems

be yourself.let go.and forget about the world.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

That's so you

It's a beautiful day
Now I'll be ok now that you're not away
Yesterday was a terrible day
But now that you're here I'm ok
Cause you don't know how much I, I need you
Please don't go
You're so wonderful
This I swear, this I know

You, oh you, every single thing you do
I'm so proud of you
What you do
When you do the things you do
They're so you

So thanks for your help
You shine so bright
You are the star that's in my sky
And I am yours and you are mine

Dubai Festival City

yesterday me faidhi aida and haziq hit the dfc!
haha.first purpose of going there was to sell my kylie minogues ticket.
but thenn we went to wtch hsm3!!AGAIN haha
this is how many time we've wtch it in the cinema.
hahaha.mcm budak kecik.tapi best lah.
we took some pics.
all of us went shopping!
haha.aida mostly
these are some pics we took there.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Broken hearts

I've seen one too many broken hearts in my life.Share (stolen from a friend)

I know exactly how you feel.
ive gone through everything you have
and even thought i dont really show it
its just cause i hate thinking about my past
and thinking of you and him, remind me of what i used to have.
You'll always meet that one person who will do anything for you, and make you believe that he can't live without you.
It all sounds so perfect as you plan out your future with him in your head.
you have it all planned out.
He plays along telling you everything you want to hear.
and you love it.
you love him.

But then, you wake up one day
and out of nowhere
it hits you in the face
you find out things about him, that you never thought could be true
everything just falls apart.
But now, it's time to say goodbye.
i know its hard.
But i promise, eventually there will come a day when you'll
think of him as a friend, who came into your life
to help you become stronger and learn from your mistakes.
that day when
his status updates
his notes
his pictures
will mean nothing to you
just like you meant nothing to him.
I think that there are people like him,
who come into your life, and are suppossed to be there for a reason
even if it's just for a short time
you were ment to meet him
But i guess it wasnt ment to last as long as you epected.
and now is time to just, let go.

Trust me.
I know what its feels like to not be able to move on, and still be stuck in the past, hoping he might realize the big mistake he made, and he'll want you back.
I guess he felt that way about her too,
What he did to you was wrong.
and as much as i hate him for what he did to me,
Its what he did to you that makes me want to fucking murder him.
it kills me to watch you go through everything i did.
and i still wish there was a way i could have stopped you before you got too far.

i know you thought he was different
one of a kind.
not like every other jerk out there
he made you believe that you would be his first and his last
and you trusted him
he promised you everything
but his promises are just promises.
its just a word.
it means nothing to him.
When i think about it.
think about everything you've done for him
risking your friendship with her.
he didnt realize that.
all he cared about, was what was best for him
but its okay
its not the end of the world.
I tell myself that everyday.
that no matter how long it takes
everything will turn out perfect in the end
it just takes time.

I know what its like everyday to learn something new about him and her.
getting closer again, as if you never even existed in his life.
It's funny how he lied his way hrough everything
and he made you believe it all
but shit like that happens to everyone.
its called life.
its suppossed to be complicated.

Whenever you used to talk to me about him.
you reminded me of myself.
of my past.
and i hated that
because i never knew what to tell you.
im like the worst example to follow
it took me how many months? almost a whole god damn year of being depressed
But i overcame it, and you will too.
it just takes time. seriously.
so be patient.
It's just part of being human i guess.
But i know for a fact, and i believe that there will be a day when i'll see him, and not think of him as an ex from the past.
but as a friend, who made me stronger in every way possible.

Wherever you go, and whoever you talk to.
People will talk about me.
Im like te most talked about person. No joke.
but i want you to know that it might not always be true.
because, honestly people can get really jealous.
its true.
and i cant do anything about it! haha
but if anyone should be jealous.
its me.
your beautifull, inside and out.
and you deserve so much more than him.
Even though sometimes you can be a bitch.
i'll always love you
and be here for you.
No many how many times your heartbreaks,
No matter how many guys you fall for,
Just remember that,
You'll always be the best he never had.


My parents are in kl with my brother and im left behind
my mum called just now and she went shoppingg with my bro == haha but she got me stuff thank god.or else...............
hahaha.but its okay.i cud use a lil freedom.
im satying with my frend aida.(:haha.
oh today was my first exam!!haha.maths.easyy.hha.
esok englishh language.easyy gak.
im so tired.
weekend nie leyh gi hangout with frends hahaha.x)
im on eclipse now.its nicee.better than new moon for sure.
anyways gtg!
im goinggg too eat lunch with aidaa.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

For you.

There’s so much craziness surrounding me
There’s so much going on it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
Well I’m not sure of my priorities
I’ve lost site of where I’m ment to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for me yea
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybody’s talking in words
I don’t understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there’s so much more
I have to learn
But if you’re here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

Friday, November 14, 2008

Camping trip at the Island

the last thing i said to my mum when i left the house was 'its not fair!!!ure sending me to hell'haha.i was going to a camping trip.i didnt wna camp AT ALL.scared.kinda.haha.But when i reached thr i got to know aidaaa and fydd and frina was cming!!!hahahaha.and i was damn excited haha.the trip was kinda fun i was a full moon tht 12 the boys and girls(13+) went to this old hse which is not even ready and all of us shared ghost stories haha it was scary yet funny 1 oclock when ala(one of the guys)were talkkin bout his uncle or someone who sings this song by the beach and then ghost will come from the sea.and guess what aida knew the song!and started singing it!!!!hahahhaha everyone got scared!!!hahahaha i ran out with ala and nabil!hahahaha.and then few minutes later i saw a black cat and i scream and nasa ran laju gile kluar!!hahaha then saif and nabil hahaha.i was the 4th to get out.fyd was the last.cian.hahaha.sume dah takut hahaha.bdh kan?and the whole nite was sooooo cold!!!!! it was about 16 or 18 degrees by the beach.sejukkk.we or i slept at about 2:30 i guess.not sure.haha.and woke up at 5:30.awl was too colddd to sleeep.i didnt even have a blanket!!!me and aida woke up and went to the water was warm sumhow...haha.fyd woke up earlier than us.hahaha.cian again.haha.we atee breakfast by the was soo peaceful.(=.then at 7 we all hit the beach ecxept frina!haha she was listenin to songs in the was fun though!we all played stuff.haha.all of us took some of the sand and threw to faidhii haha..cian again.=p hahaha.when i went home terus tido!!! 1:30 to 6:30 pm! still sleeppyyy.esk nk gi sahara yay!and omg the exam dah dkt gile gile gile.hahaha.its on wednesday!hahaha i still didnt studyy busy lahhh.hahhaha.sooo thats howw the ccaammpingg trip went was fun!=)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

never change do u?

"u change ure mind like a girl change her clothes"


time passed so fast!
argh.exam is next weeek!gileee))))=.6 more days ayoo.sakit i got the portion and islamic and i have to learn about 14 lessons!!and 2 surahss with baik next week only maths and english language haha.
AIDA came to dubaiii todaayy!hahahahha.i missed her so much hahaha.i wished najwa wud come here toooo )=
i MITE go camping tmrw hahaha.but no clue how am i gna survive.haha.i have to hunt for a sleeping bag at the mall today if im going haha xp. bored..esookk wellington boys are comingg to ourr school hahaha x)
sengal gle.haha.
on friday i have a hallowwweenn ball party at le meridien!!!hahaha.cant wait gila2.
and i finished my twilight book 2 days ago.haha but i havent read the new moon coz its with my frend nicole!hahaha.esk baru dpt.x sabarrr(:
the movie is coming out on 4th december!im gna go crazy!hahaha.
today at school was embaraaasssingg!!haha the choir had to sing bop to the top== at the auditoriummm.hahahaha i was laughing on stage when the boys sang their part hahaha.they suck.seriously.hahahahha.they only enterred it to get extra credit.haha.bdh gile.
i was ofcoursseeeee hiding my face trying not to get eye contact with anyone i know!which is very hard to do but i tried haha.=p
lol newayss kene sembahyang lah hahhaa.
mummy dah marahhh!!hahahha.
with lots of loves!

Friday, November 7, 2008

7th Nov 08 finaly at home(:
today was veryy very tiringgg.
i was so excited to go to Dubai took us about 1 hour to get there and another 30 minutes to get a parking spot.==.very disapointing seyh.and masuk2 je YA ALLAH x de pape!haha.almost all the shop i planned to go was all not open i was there lyk only 30 minutes haha.very shocking for me to only spend 30 minutes in the biggest shopping on earth rite nw.haha.then my dad decided to bring me to deira city center where i got a new vans and skinny jeans hahaha.i was begging my dad to buy me a new laptop the whole time but sumhow it didnt work haha.):new look is on sale just to make sure everyone knows haha.and OMG vans nye skinny jeans are amazingggg haha.but i cudnt get them coz my dad said no PINK jeans haha.After shopping at dcc we went to one of our fave thai restaurant in sharjah.ive been going to tht restaurant since 2003!and i still love it(: i barely eat coz i got a marble brownie from starbucks waiting for me to get home and eat it haha.its reallyyy nice.u guys shud try it haha.OH!!!!i got the twilight book and new moon!!!at lasssttttttt.when i went to virgin megastore,borders sume x de twilight and new moon last, just now i went to magrudys at dcc and i saw the 4 books i immediately start jumping!hahaha.but i cudnt buy the 4 books coz my mum wudnt believe me that i wud even finish the first two books coz they were so thick haha.but im glad i have the first two book!sampai x sabar nk tunggu sampai umah to read it so i started reading it as soon as i sat at the car anddd...i got caught reading in the dark by my mum haha.i just smiled to get away from trouble (x im only in chapter 2 thoughh ):
kene catch up with some of my frends!sume dah nk habes buku tue haha.ah.i cant believe my mid term break is almost finished haih...12 more days till the exam.=/

i betterrr start reading the book!


Thursday, November 6, 2008


*Emotional sides*

When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do
I sit down and release my emotions

Does crying really make things better or worse
it depends. sometimes it gets better sometimes it doesnt.

3. Is there anyone you can tell everything to
used to

What calms you down the most

Any kind of music that makes you feel better

Are you generally a happy person

What or who puts the biggest smile on your face
loved ones

Do you ever over-react on the smallest things

Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety

Mad about something

*Loving side*

currently with someone - no

happy about that - yes

3. how long now - ?(:

have you married this person or got engaged - no?

like to cuddle - yes

6. do you like sensitivity - average

7. is your partner open about their feelings towards you - i'd like that

still in love - God knows

does looks really matter - :)

10. if they don’t like your family or friends, does that really matter - OF COURSE

who starts the most arguments - i hope none.

*Friendly side*

have besties in your life - sure

who are they - they know who they are

3. do you see them alot - from time to time(:

4. do they like the guy/girl you are with - haha hope so ;)

which one lives the furthest away - frends in malaysia ):

6. do you get along with everyone - generally yes.

are you too nice of a person towards people - kind of

would you give anything to someone in need of help - depends

would you consider ever getting a tattoo of your bff on you - no

what about your partner - no


know anyone two-faced - yes

*Physical Side*


are you a lover or fighter - both


ever been in a fist-fight - kiki no


have you been in a abusive relationship - no


are you more to verbally fight or physically fight - verbally


do you consider yourself in shape -no


what features do you wish to change -hips


ever have anything from your body removed - no

*your weird side*


ever wonder what was on the “other side” - haha, maybe


believe there is a heaven - yes


seen UFO’S lately- once hahaha.u must think im crazy huh?x)


wander if animals can talk - haha yes


what about the lockness monster - heh?


can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark - not a chance.


is your doors always locked at night -no


ever sing in front of the mirror - yes haha.(:


name something you do that you normally won’t admit bcs it is strange -
why do i have to name it now?


ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it while you sleep - no


ever wonder if stars are people we lost - yes

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Barack Obama.

Barack obama is one of the 100 most influential people in the world.
As of today he became the First Black Elected President of the USA.
On the 20th january 2009, he'l be the United States Of America's PRESIDENT.
Over 51 million people have voted for him in the USA.Its the biggest election the country have ever had.I say thank you to all of you who thinks he should be the president of USA.even though i dunt even live in the USA but i know he will be a good leader.

Barack obama's persona:
Barack Obama is a thoughtful, independent-minded leader with an even-keel temperament and charismatic speaking skills. He's also a talented, introspective writer.
His values and goals are strongly shaped by his expertise as a Constitutional law professor and civil rights attorney, and by Christianity. While private by nature, Obama mingles easily with others, but is most comfortable addressing large crowds.

Unlike most politicos, Obama is known for being unafraid to speak hard truths when necessary. Although armed with shrewd sensibilities, he's sometimes slow to recognize viable threats to his agenda.



one in a milion/confusion.haha.

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen
in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cant believe it
You're one in a million .
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
and stumbled into the arms of the one.


never thought i can feel this way.
but im really confuse of wht the love means in my life.
im trying not to think much about it and focuse on my studies.
but it keeps on bugging me everyday.
i keep on asking myself.
"who do i lyk?do i really lyk the guy?waitt i shouldnt be thinking about this but does the guy lyk me?i need to know..just incase"
this questionss keep on coming to my head.
i have lots of more things to do.
i have 15 more days till the mid year exam.
how am i gna pass when everytym i try to study.
this stuff comes instead of the lesson and chapters.
i really need advice.
anyone have one??